Chapter 65: Chapter 65

I looked at him out of nowhere, and was confused by what he said, and my vision seemed to darken. What was he saying? Why does he react like that? Shouldn't we be on the same side? What? Crying over something that was my fault?

"Crying over something? Is that my fault? " I asked her

He looked at me, and he was also confused by what I said.

"No, that's not what I said, Alessia left." he said to me.

"Then what is it?" I asked him.

"I said, why are you crying over something that's not your fault?" he asked me.

And that hit me. I'm really closed now. I was so tired that I don't know how I'm going to feel, first for treating my friends that way, for getting into this mess, for intriguing someone's care in my life that for the first time I just can't know.

"Can you tell me why we are doing this?" I asked him as I sat and played with my finger tips until they broke.

"Can we just stop? I don't like this anymore." I told him

I'm serious that I just want to finish. All this time I don't seem to see any benefit. Yes, let's say something happens and we succeed, but then what? What will happen? Will we be happy? Will it fulfill something that's been done in the past? Will it turn into the past? Those are the questions that play in my mind, because of what happened earlier. I don't know if it's worth it. I'm still doing it and the people I dragged into this, I signed it and Blade was just looking at me. Then he kneeled in front of me.

"We are doing this because I want to," he said seriously.

She needs to be punished. I can't forgive her for what she did to you. And I can't just let her go without being punished, especially since she did that to you, "he said to me.

And that was said, I can't really do anything.

"Once we get to the ball, you'll understand why I'm doing this, so stick with me until the ball ends," he said.

But Karla and Clarize might think I was too childish to do this blade. I can't---" I said to him, and then he hugged me.

Something about that hug makes me at peace, and I don't know what sort of telepathy he's doing, but it's working and it's calming my nerves. I feel like he's making me feel like it's going to be okay and everything will get back to normal as soon as we finish this

"We both know they're just concerned," he told me.

And I just looked at him, because how did he hear that? So he's been here the whole time and I don't even know

Yes, and I am sorry I overheard your conversation. Just understand the love. They love you so much that they badly wanted to help you even though they knew it was ugly. Think of that as their love for you. " "To me," he said to me as he stroked my hair while hugging him.

He's right, but I can't help but doubt it, especially since they reacted like that.

"What if they're just afraid to refuse because I might get angry like that?" I said to him, and he separated our hands by holding both sides of my arm.

"I know you'll find the reason," he said and kissed my nose.

You know them better than I do. Just don't think of anything negative. If you're still confused, you can always talk to them. You know that. " He said to me

Maybe I was just too sensitive and didn't listen first, and now I get why I cried earlier. It was a mixture of fear and anger. I was thinking that it wasn't an act anymore and the fact that they were leaving me behind. I couldn't lose them both. I've been with them since the beginning, so maybe I cried.

He hugged me again and I returned his hug. This was sort of reassuring. Maybe if he wasn't by my side, I wouldn't know what to do. Maybe what were my thoughts? That made me think

"So did you come when we were thinking of preventing that something might happen?" I asked him, and he just looked at me, and he nodded his head slowly.

"Is it because?"

Yes, you can think quickly about what Alessia is, especially when you neglect to think for yourself. Yes, I know you can control it and not mend with something, especially if you are not involved." he said to me.

"Prevention is better than losing your friends, Alessia, and I'm sorry if I overstepped something. I just don't want you to do anything you'll regret." He says

Then I tipped my toes and reached for him, hugging him and closing my eyes. This was so encouraging. Those were not the first times that he comforted me, but this was by far the best.

I am grateful that he understood me. We stayed just like that, and I left to appreciate his whole face and his personality.

His addictive scent, that lacoste perfume, that fine hair and sharp jaw, catchy eyes, thick brows, and his perfect lips, became even more perfect when they placed mine

Then I reached for his face and kissed him lightly, making sure it lingered.

"You're so handsome. Thank you, Blade, for everything." I told him

Then he was like that and he carried me in a bridal style.

It seems like you're okay from crying. It looks like I want to make you cry again, but in a much nicer way. He said, then I laughed.

"What are you, Blade? We're seriously talking. " I said to him while giggling, and he was walking towards the door of his car, and as soon as I sat in the passenger room, he said

"Think of it as my welcome and thanks as well." he said, and I was confused.

"Thanks for making it through," he said and then shut the door.

The passing days were busy with lots of paper work, but as the day passed by, I became even more nervous as I realized that the ball would be happening tomorrow night.

The day we've all been waiting for