Chapter 38: Chapter 38
Blade didn't say anything and was simply staring at me. I knew he had something to say to me, but he wasn't ready for what he wanted to say, so I waited for him to pick up the pace and shift my position to his side, holding his hand.
This was the best I could come up with. Whatever is going through his head, I'm sure it's not good news, and I had a strong sense while we were eating breakfast that the words he picked up on the phone were not good news.
"And here it is," he said, and I was completely focused on him.
"My front desk informed me that someone had entered my office and inquired as to where I was," he says.
Then everything went smoothly, and I tried to maintain my composure and avoid letting my curiosity get the better of me, because if that happens, I'll exaggerate and make everything almost untrue, and I won't be able to understand what he will say if I let it consume me, so I remained calm.
"Then?" i asked
According to Blade, "she informed me that she was carrying a child and informed my front desk that I was the Father of the child she was carrying."
and I was surprised that I didn't say anything because I was trying to calm myself and learn everything I needed to know, especially since I was dealing with an involved child, and I didn't want anyone to think I was helding Blade too tight to make the poor child grow without a father but i'll wait situation if that was ever proven to be true.
"That was not true right?" I'm nervous, but I can't just hysterically ask him what's on my mind I said to him, my voice almost shaking. It's better that the news will come to himself he said as he hugged me.
'No, it isn't, and I would still believe you if you told me you were pregnant, especially since you are the only one who didn't use a condom, Alessia." He said to me.
and I was looking at him with a look that said "you should be very proud of what you've accomplished," and he chuckled, which irritated me even more because the conversation was serious and he was laughing. I would have laughed as well if I hadn't been so self-conscious.
"It's not that I'm proud of it, it's just that yes, I've touched a lot of women and I wasn't even proud of that, but I know you're the first one I tasted without using condoms, but you used contraceptive pills so you can't even get pregnant, even if i decided how many times i'll shoot it inside of you" he says, but he does make some sense.
"And what about Kycine?" I inquired, and he simply looked at me.
But I want to know in case there is another misunderstanding. I will not allow them to take Blade, I do not want to give him away either but poor child will not have a complete family. Let's wait and see what happens if something like that happens in the future.
"Nothing happened to us because that was out of her league, I'm not sure if I'll be happy, but I'm glad I've had a taste of you." he said, kissing me on the lips
"Are you certain it isn't yours?" Again, it's better to be certain with him; if he's denying it, a man will be less likely to turn off a woman, especially when it comes to family responsibilities, especially when a child is involved.
"No way, ma'am. It wasn't mine." he remarked
"Moreover, I was planning to meet with her tomorrow; in fact, I will bring you along so that everything is clear and so that I can demonstrate quickly that I am not lying." He said something, and I smiled.
"There are two more," he said, and I paid attention.
I'm not sure if I went insane when I discovered that I was the only one in those girls whom he didn't use a condom, but I shuddered when he found out but I didn't let him notice, and when he said that he still had something to say so I stayed quiet.
"I was charged with a traffic violation for running through a red light, which was fine with me. It's not too heavy, either. I'll have to pay $ 60 and have my driver's license suspended for three months, but that's fine with me. I can accompany you on the ride, while you're driving, or even while we are on the bes" And I kicked him in the shins for saying it.
"All right, seriously," he says, laughing.
"How did you come to have those violations, and you couldn't stand the thought of not seeing Kycine?" As I looked in the opposite direction, I said to him,
Later, after kissing me on the lips, he made me laugh because it was extremely ticklish, and then we both laughed while he spoke.
"It was you, you were here for the first time that night and your mother called, so I rushed here right away. I didn't pay attention to the traffic lights, and I'm sorry for that. I'm not going to try to hide my guilt. Everything was paid for when I discovered you're asleep, and I will not forgive myself if you cause yourself harm "He said this while peering into my soul.
I smacked him in the face and said, "Even if I'm depressed, I'm not going to do that; I know you're handsome, but I'm not going to do that." I told him.
We had a good laugh and then cuddled for a while. Although we were smooching, kissing, and tickling, I thought we were talking too much. It was quite a sight, and every second was precious.
"Can you tell me what the other one was?" As I walked away from him, after what i have said.
And the atmosphere changed from one of laughter to one of seriousness, and I listened intently.
"If you had any patience at all earlier, it would like you to taken a lot longer here because it's a little heavy." He said something, and I took a deep breath. I know I shouldn't have, but I was getting nervous, and I knew it was heavier.
My stomach clenched as he said, "My front desk also informed me that your father visited my office yesterday," I was nervous.
"I asked my front desk to look over the document your father had left, and it was reported that the divorce papers had been completed."
"We are no longer husband and wife,"