Chapter 9: Chapter 9

I was just looking at him I couldn't understand what he wanted to convey and as I looked around I saw the ones he ordered earlier didn't even move even though they were still there where I laid them and I looked at him for I wonder if I want to hit him with all the things he bought that he didn't take advantage of

"I hope you at least order only what you can eat. Don't you know that many people don't eat." I told him

It's not that I'm not happy because it will benefit Christian but why doesn't he just donate to charities like that not where he spends his money

"You came with a lot of money and too much. Why don't you try to give to charities or those who don't have food on the way." I told him

I lost what he said and just see myself out while I shook my head I don't know where he got that gut he had to order but not to eat, I wasted there on the food he bought

Before I went out I heard the two women say like why is it wrong with me? Why did I treat that boy in that way but I ignored him I just really want to go home and my son will be bad

I was busy arranging my stuff in the locker room and now I feel so tired I don't know that my body is so shocked but I hope I don't have a fever because I can't

I'm out and I don't know but I feel like someone is watching me for an inexplicable reason it's not that I was just guessing but I also feel like someone is following me and first time I came home at this time and after 30 minutes of waiting for a buss seems like nothing is passing by and I was about to call Jenny or Christian but Christian is out of town and Jenny was probably sleeping with Steve so I didn't bother instead I thought of taking a walk and now I just appreciate how beautiful bayan pagmadaling araw soft lights are on and ngayon lang talaga ako nakalabas ng ganito katagal and it is really enjoyable for some part

I didn’t know that walking like this could release different emotions and it was very captivating

I was walking peacefully when I imagined what happened earlier, what? Heh? Liam and a womanizer was smitten over me? I said to my inner self and was walking while kicking a bottle of can of beer with my foot because I couldn't do anything

"That wasn't true and that's a trap Violet, snap out of it." I said to myself and I took a deep breath while looking up

And then it came to me the last threatening message I received from Midzy is when I left the house saying that he would kill me when I returned home, I also learned that the wedding was not continued because somehow that was not the agreement but how are you who can Dad?

I suddenly felt a tear on my cheek and I smiled

"So pathetic" I said and ended up crying

I still don't know after all those years where I have gone wrong in my previous life to experience this misfortune firstly Mom's situation secondly welcoming some demon with open arms, thirdly Dad wasn't even able to greet me or is he even curious of what I am and it's the most crucial thing I've ever experienced, I didn't want anything before but that he would listen to me and at least once I'm so dead inside because he says new family

But why am I thinking of this now if I can focus everything on Steve and provide him as much as I can because I am not experiencing that now

I put my hand on the barricade of the bridge I was crossing and smiled

I'm just glad we were saved, that time I also didn't know I was pregnant with Steve and I also didn't know how that happened but his the greatest gift that came to me

"Are you done?" Deep voice and exposed me

"What are you doing here? Are you stalking me?" I asked Liam while wiping my tears and looking at his car parked where I was standing but why didn't I hear it am I too occupied with my thoughts again?

He still has this cold glare and clenched jaw I don't know if he's not tired that's the condition of his jaw

"Clearly daan to atsaka why can't I meet you?" he said to me but I just ignored him

I don't know but I'm nervous for some unknown reason, I don't even know when he's still following me and what if he heard my name? I asked myself while walking and I immediately answered that it's okay, maybe he can think that I'm referring to someone else, yes that's possible he can think that I said while nodding

"FUCK!" I shouted in shock that someone blew my horn

"What do you plan to walk it up to you? It's already 1 am." he said to me

"What if I plan to walk, mind your own business Mr." I said to him and then he raised the window of his car and drove his car fast and I was left dumbfounded how can I go home neto

I said to myself and lightly tap my head

"I don't know Violet if you're stupid or what."

Then I started walking again and decided to take a few rest because there was still no bus passing by and it's already 1:50 am and I thought I'd just go back to the Bar but I also thought I had walked too far then a car again stopped in front of me and then someone came out I don't know what the reason is and I didn't move I should be running by now because a random man was approaching me but when he met the light I was surprised

"Can you at least let me drive you home, I don't want to spend a whole night awake remembering you." He said of the encounter and his brows