Chapter 30: Chapter 30

“I am not pushing you away, Liam. I do not have it in me to do that. But this is wrong. It's not safe for us to do this right here. I cannot do this here anymore. Please understand!” I whimper, trying hard to maintain my weak gaze on his dominant ones.

He rests his forehead on mine, bleeding his pheromones on me like he is obstinately trying to lure me into this sin. Or maybe he is not aware of his strong effects on me.

“It’s okay, baby.” Baby? That contradicted my decision to shut my eyes. I coax them to stay peeled, squeezing them in his and savoring all the vulnerability, truth, and love that I sample in his. “I get you. I will find us a way.”

Huh? He will? How?

“What do you mean? Like, how?” I implore, the thrill of his suggestion taking over my baffles.

“Don't worry. Just trust me.” He winks, and the smirk that brims his face implies nothing but sweet mischief. Now, what is he up to? I know this look so well.

“Liam…”

I don’t know what I wanted to say, but I know I will not even remember it after this kiss. I didn't also mean to, but all my fears and worries evaporated, paving the way for this surge of pleasure as I basked in the sweet kiss.

“No more questions, Lynn.” He breaks the kiss, and a ripple of letdown spews out in a soft moan. “I am sure you also want this as much as I do, right?” He implores between husky breaths, his eyes scanning mine while his thumbs soothe my cheeks.

Without thinking and without knowing, I find myself nodding my head, attesting that I crave this sin. I'm righting this wrong, and I don't even feel awful about it all. The desires are burning me pretty bad. I can feel my walls throbbing, calling for him and everything he has to offer. Ready to accept and embrace it all.

“I do, Liam. I want you.” And my desires rolled out so freely as I reached for his jaws, stroking them, bleeding all my longings on him, and giving him the satisfaction of seeing the fire he had ignited in me. A fire that we cannot put out now. It is too late to get out of this. We can only dance through it, hoping it won't consume us. “I want you, Liam.” I even had to emphasize, as if he hadn't heard me the first time.

A moment of pure lull passes, the magic of the fire burning in us pulling us together until there is no more distance between our faces. We are breathing each other’s sweet pheromones, his hands encompassing us together like he wants us to become one body, and I am basking in the rhapsodic glee of it all like I own all the rights.

“I love you so much, Lynn. I want to take you right now.” He hoarsely massages the delicate spot below my ear with his presumably wet lips.

A soft moan of lust escapes my lips as I arch myself more toward him, offering myself to him. Ready to surrender my all to him. I am all surrendered, actually. If my organs could make sounds, it would be pretty noisy in here; everything in me is howling for him to take me right now.

“LI-AM…I”

He stops, and I snap my eyes at him. His eyes are a beautiful, blazing inferno of all that lust depicts. And I so love them this way. It's thrilling to know that I still have the same old effect on him. That I can arouse him this much.

“I better go now.” Huh? Is he serious right now? Like, he is going to leave me swimming in the torture of this heat he aroused in me?

“I do not want to make you uncomfortable. I will find a way to have you without anything holding us back, okay?” He brushes a finger on my tender, plump lips, making my lips part a little.

Damn! I had forgotten that I told him earlier that we could not fuck in this house anymore. Curse my loose mouth back there. Now I will have to deal with these cravings just because of that slip of the tongue. Sigh!

Unwillingly, I nod my head to his question after a long stare, and I have no doubt he can sense that I feel like retrieving my statement.

“Okay.” He kisses my lips and licks his afterward, a gesture that leaves me biting my lower lip to prevent a moan. “Soon, baby. I will sort this out as soon as possible. My beast down there cannot wait for another second to taste you again.”

Shit!

I salute his patient beast! My pot is bleeding all its honey out right now. I feel like pushing him on the bed, shoveling that beast of his inside of me right now, and riding it like there is no tomorrow. My! Oh, if only you knew how wet I am right now, Liam.

“Then please leave already, Liam. This heat is too much for me to bear for another second!” I plead, nearly closing my eyes.

“I am sorry, and I am sorting this out asap!” He says this and stomps out fast as if something is chasing him, while I slam on the bed with my back to listen to the painful throbs of lust for him.

Well, I don’t know what he is going to do, but he better be fast about it! This is ooh so...

“Ooh, Liam…”