Chapter 89: Chapter 89

Beatrice POV

I haven't been able to visit the siblings for a month because I have lots of work, but Storm always updates me on what happens to them.

So I'm doing everything to finish all my work right away so I can visit them because I know Storm needs someone to talk to right now. I know him, he's so fragile when it comes to his sister.

I was about to enter the house where Kiara and Storm lived, I intended not to tell him that I was coming to visit today. Uncle Cain allowed me right away when I told him that I am planning to go there.

"Ma'am Bea," one of the maids said.

I smiled at her. "Is Storm here?" I asked.

I saw sadness in her eyes. "He's in Kiara's room, he's always staying there since his sister was confined,"

"Is he okay?" I asked.

She shocked her head. "We often see him crying, especially when he comes home after visiting his sister. I feel sorry for both of them because they are kind but they experience something like this,"

"It's part of our life, we need to experience those problems, but I believe that they will overcome them. ," I said.

I just put my things in his room and immediately went to where he was. As soon as I opened the door I could smell his perfume, I also saw the scattered wine bottles.

"Storm," I called him, I saw him slumped on the floor with his head resting on the edge of the bed. He didn't answer me, maybe he didn't hear me.

"Storm," I repeated and then he just looked at me.

"B-bea?" I immediately walked closer to him, I could see the tears in his eyes. "You didn't tell me you were coming," he added.

"I didn't tell you because I wanted to surprise you but it looks like I'm the one who was surprised. What are you doing, the maids told me that you are always drinking! I already told you that's not good for your health, right?"

"I don't drink a lot, I just want to relieve the pain I feel. When I drink, I fall asleep immediately so I can't think how my life is fuck up, how I failed to be a brother to Kiara, how I failed to protect her,"

I sat next to him. "Don't blame yourself, Storm because it's not your fault. You never failed her, you did your best to protect her as much as you could." I said.

"I didn't Bea because if I had done that, my sister wouldn't have ended up like this. I didn't even know that something bad happened to her that caused her trauma. We live together in the same house, we talk all the time but how did I not know that? If only I had known, I would have done everything so that Kiara's life would not have turned out like this.,"

"Storm," I said softly.

"If I could take all the pain she is feeling right now I would gladly accept it with open arms. I can't imagine what bad things happened to her and why she had fear and trauma, I can't imagine how she cries for help every time she is having nightmares. If only I could take everything, I would take it so that Kiara will have a quiet and normal life. I-it's hard... it's so hard to decide to put her in that fucking  place with other people. It's painful to hear my sister's voice who is crying and begging for me not to leave her, but.. but nothing I can do, I have no other choice because I know that's the only way for her to recover,"

"It was hard, it was so painful and it's killing me every day. I-I'm trying to be brave when I'm in front of her but every time I'm alone that's the time I break down and cry. I love my sister more than my life. She's the only one left with me and she's my treasure. S-she doesn't deserve this cruel world, she doesn't deserve to suffer like this. If I can only ask God to put all the problems on me and let my sister be happy I will do it. I-I can't bear to see my only family being destroyed little by little." he added and continued to wail.

I can't stop crying anymore, it hurts to see that the person I love is in so much pain and suffering right now. He is brave but when it comes to his sister he is so fragile.

"T-t-there are so many bad people around, why aren't they being punished like this? Why are those good people suffering, those still experiencing life's whipping? When will our suffering end? We don't deserve this thing, we didn't do anything wrong. S-since we were kids, the pain has been inflicted on us until now and it's still not over. W-we won't be happy either if I wish our lives would be like this in this world. I wish our parents would have taken us with us,"

"Ssshhh, don't say those words, baby. I know it's hard for you but you can't give up, remember that your brother and nephew need you. Everything has a reason and I believe that when you get over it you will be stronger. We all have the right to be happy and know that you and Kiara are the same, it's not bad to be hurt, it's not bad to cry because you're human and you have feelings. I'm always proud of you Storm, you're a good person so I know your suffering will be repaid at the right time." I said and hugged him tightly, I heard him crying even though he was trying to stop it.

It's hard for me to see Storm in this situation, knowing that he's been through so much and now this again. But I am very proud of him because he can handle all the trials. I'm so in love with this man beside me.