Chapter 83: Chapter 83

Kiara POV

I woke up and saw that my brother was sitting next to me. I couldn't help but smile while I saw him talking to his nephew. I am happy because I was able to give birth to my son and at the same time I am also sad because we are not with his father. I am also afraid that I might not be able to take care of him properly because I know to myself that I am not really okay.

"You're awake," my brother said.

"Where's Bea?" I asked.

"She just went out for a while to buy food, she'll be right back. How are you feeling?"

"I'm fine brother, except that my stitches hurt," I answered.

"Look at your baby, he's so handsome. I was the one who told the doctor his name because you were still asleep earlier,"

"It's an okay brother," he handed the baby to me, he was right, he was handsome. He looks like his father.

"Why are you crying? Does something still hurt? Do you want me to call your doctor?" There was concern in my brother's voice so I shook my head.

"I'm just happy, even though the birth wasn't easy, I was able to do it," I said

"You're a brave woman like mom and I'm so proud of you,"

I smiled at him. "But I'm afraid brother, what if I can't take care of him properly? What if I can't be a good mother to him?"

"Hush baby, I know you can do it. And I'm here, I'll help you take care of and raise Chase. I will you give everything to him,"

I smiled at him, I am so lucky because I had a brother like him who did nothing but take care of and love me.

"Remember that you are not alone, your fight is also my fight okay? I am always here for you and I will never leave you no matter what happens," he added.

"Thank you, brother, for everything," I said.

"Anything for you, my princess,"

I looked back at my son, it was a good feeling to see him. It seems like a long time ago he was only in my stomach but now I can hold and hug him. I am now a full mother.

"He looks like his father." my brother suddenly said.

I just kept staring at the angel I was holding, there were also a few that Chase got from me but he really looks like Nigel. It's just unfair because I was the one who struggled to carry him for how many months and then he's the only one who will look like he didn't cause me anything but stress and pain.

Later the door opened and Bea came in with food, luckily she is here now. I'm happy because my brother has found the woman who will love him truly so I won't worry anymore because I know he's with the right person.

Suddenly I remembered Uncle Cain. I feel guilty because my brother needs to lie to him because of me.

Nigel POV

It's been how many months have passed since the last time I saw and talked to Kiara. I miss her, I miss her so bad. I regret pushing her away, especially when she was begging me that night in my condo to listen to her because she had something to say to me, but I didn't let her.

I haven't heard from her. I tried to go to her boutique and ask the employees but they said that Kiara didn't show up for almost how many months already. They're just sending the reports via email. I also went to their house several times but I didn't even see her go out or go home which made me wonder.

I also don't understand why Uncle Cain is in Alcantara Company. My Dad told me that Storm has a project in another country so he needs to leave for a while. We haven't talked since the last time he came and beat me up because I hurt his sister and I can't blame him for that.

"What are you thinking again?" I heard the voice of my cousin who just entered my office.

"What are you doing here?" I asked her.

"I just dropped by to see if you were still alive,"

"Stop bothering me and leave," I said.

"I know you're thinking Kiara," she sat down. I'm sure she's here in my office just to ruin my day.

"You miss her, right? Admit it, no one will believe you if you will say no," she added.

"What's the point of you asking," I said.

"Why don't you just talk to her? It's been how many months, turning one year? Since you pushed her away,"

"How can I do that if I didn't know where she was?" I said.

"If you didn't push here before, you wouldn't be searching now. Why don't you go to their house?"

"You know that Storm and I are not okay yet, do you think he will let me see his sister? He did warn me before," I said.

"You can't blame Storm either because it's his sister,"

"I'll just focus on the company so that when Kiara and I meet again everything will be in its proper place," I said.

"It's good that you thought about that. You've been out of focus for how many months? Always remember that the company needs you, Nigel. Anyway, do your parents know about what happened to you and Kiara?"

I shook my head, I don't know how I'm going to tell them everything but I don't have any plans to tell them right now because I know Mom will be hurt if she finds out that I hurt Kiara and Dad will be angry and disappointed with me.

“Based on your reaction I think you don't have any plans on telling them, Am I right? Do you think you can hide that for long?”

I leaned back where I was sitting. "I can't tell them, you know how important Kiara and Storm are to my parents and they will be hurt when they find out what I did," I said.

"So you have to find a way to fix the mess you made. I will also try to find a way to find out if Kiara is here,"

I suddenly thought about the last thing my cousin told me. What if Kiara is not here?