Chapter 75: Chapter 75

Kiara POV

I'm already here in front of Nigel's unit but I haven't knocked yet, I don't know what the outcome will be so I'm nervous but I can't back out because I'm already here. I told myself that this is the last, if he doesn't accept the child, there is nothing more I can do.

I slowly stepped my foot to the door and then knocked a few times, it didn't open so I thought maybe he wasn't here in his condo yet. I was about to turn my back when it suddenly opened and the face of the man I loved showed me.

The look he gives me is cold, I can't see any other emotion in him. "Why are you here?" he asked me.

"I just want to talk to you Nigel, I have something important to tell you," I said

"Do you think I care about anything you have to say? You're just wasting your time." I felt pain but I just ignored it, I needed to talk to him.

"N-Nigel, I'm begging you even just now to let me talk to you," I beg him.

"Are we just going to do it again Kiara? What more do you want me to do just to get you out of my sight, out of my life? Why does Storm let you come here?" frustration is a sign of him.

I grabbed his arm as he was about to close the door. "I'm begging you Nig, just listen to me, you just need to know something." My tears started to fall.

"Shut up! Whatever you say, keep it to yourself because I don't care! I repeat Kiara I don't care!" he yelled at me angrily.

I started crying hard because of it, I don't know Nigel anymore. He is too tough, I can't see the person I loved anymore.

I tried to reach him but he moved away which added to the pain I feel now. "Leave now Kiara, I don't want to see your face,"

I pulled his hand again. "Nigel, please don't be too hard on me," I said while crying.

I was surprised when he pushed me causing me to let go of him, I almost fell."I'm still the tough one among us Kiara? Who is this stupid chasing after another!"

"I-I'm just doing this because I have a reason." I reluctantly promise.

"Can you stop Kiara? For once, listen to me. How many times do I have to tell you that I have no plans on listening to whatever you will say, I'm so tired! What else do you want me to do so you can let me go? huh?"

"I love you, Nigel! Is that hard to understand?" I shouted back at him.

"And I don't love you anymore! Is that hard to understand, Kiara? What else do you want me to drag you out of this building?"

And since I couldn't think of any other way, I knelt in front of him which surprised him. I don't care if I lower my dignity for our future child.

"What are you doing Kiara? Get up!" he shouted and tried to stand me up but I didn't send.

"P-please Nigel, I just have to tell you this thing. I'm begging you, listen to me." I beg him.

"I don't care! Just leave please, I'm begging you, Kiara, let me go. I'll be happier without you."

"N-Nigel. Do you hate me so much that no matter what I ask you, you won't even grant me? Even now, Nig," I could hardly believe what he was saying.

"I don't love you anymore Kiara, no matter how much you beg me, I won't come back. I regret loving you, Kiara. I despise you! I wish I never met you, I wish I didn't love you anymore. So I hope after tonight stops, don't waste your time with me, you look desperate. Don't hurt me, let me go because that's what I want. I'm happy with my life now, if I had only known that I would be happier without you, I would have left you long ago. Continue your life, Kiara, without me. J-just please get lost." after he said that he went inside and closed the door. He left me kneeling outside his unit.

"Nigel, please open the door!" I knocked on it several times until I got tired. I just sat by the opposite door while crying.

"I n-need you to hear me, Nigel, I'm pregnant, I-I need you, our child needs you." I almost whispered because I was so weak. I don't know how many minutes I was here in front of his unit, I didn't have the strength to stand up.

I didn't want to leave because he might open me up again but a few minutes passed and I didn't see Nigel facing me again. I held my stomach, knowing it wasn't fully formed yet. "I-am s-sorry baby, I did my best b-but it looks like it's not enough,"

Even though I was breathing hard and my face was so wet from crying, I still forced myself to stand up and walk towards the elevator, the people I was walking with almost looked at me, maybe they were surprised because of my appearance. I feel like I'm alive but it seems like my personality is slowly dying. I don't know if I can take it anymore, until I got out of his condo building I wasn't myself, I was just walking like a fool and I didn't know where I was going. Nigel's words to me kept repeating in my mind. He regrets meeting me, he regrets loving me, he despises me so much, and he's happy without me.