Chapter 11: Chapter 11

Emera Black

I lay on my bed in deep thoughts, thinking about everything that happened between the last twelve hours of my arrival in the midnight pack.

From my first step on this pack receiving insults and disgusted looks to my best friend Christabel finding her mate then me going for my long depressed run after feeling guilty of how I couldn't comfort my best friend and then finding my mate to me who was even the one that found me and finally him leaving me in the middle of nowhere to moon knows where.

If I thought Christabel mate was an asshole something down bury deep in my mind told me my mate was the worst of them all, an asswipe.

I felt like an idiot as I lay on the bed thinking about the hot making-out session I just had with a guy I barely knew and I secretly wished I could continue from where we stopped.

I was sure if he didn't stop kissing me I would have shamelessly given myself to him and we both will have the hottest sex of our life right inside the woods, with no distractions. He and I were already naked with his long sword deep inside me as I screamed his unknown name out to the rest of the world and everyone will hear my moans.

"How hot will that be. “my Wolf purred inside my head, I could see her wigging her tail.

Horny cheap wolf.

"Hey watch it, who are you calling cheap, you were the one about to give your virginity to our mate not me besides that will be hot, I have always fantasized about us having sex in the wood with our mate in both from wolf and human form."

"Yeah, it will be so hot that after the sex we will die but this time from shame and embarrassment," I said to her bringing hugging my pillows closer to my chest.

" We don't know who he is and we were making out with him, "I said with frustration.

" Stop being so dramatic Emera, he is our mate, ours, our other half, our better half should I continue explaining to you all the details, you seem to have forgotten everything you were thought about our mate -"

" I know all that already so stop preaching, what I mean was how he was behaving, so strange, so controlling, so arrogant-"

" Mate is only looking out for us. “she defended him.

" But why would he say he will be the alpha and I the Luna, doesn't he know I'm an alpha of my pack. That was annoying he must apologies before anything happens between us."

" Stop being a drama queen, our mate can be the Alpha, you know he might be a gamma that is the only reason why he will have such aura but I'm guessing it's more because I could feel his intense power and since he is a gamma, he could feel our alpha aura too that's why he sees this as an opportunity to be an alpha."

"Wow!, it could be but that means he is only we use for our ranking title."

" Yes wow, it's awesome to find our mate isn't it, stop complaining about our mate bringing us for our title you should be happy that he came right on time to save our asses from dying."

" I said wow! because that's the longest words you have ever let out. “she rolled her eyes and gave me a wolfish grin.

" I'm still not happy,” I said suddenly feeling very hungry.

"Go eat."

"Yeah, you are right."

Food was the only thing to make me happy and uplift my mood from sour to happy.

I stood off from the bed and walked carefully to my room door not to make too many sounds to wake up my gamma and beta.

I navigate my way to the packed kitchen, thankfully it was already dark nobody was on the way while I pass, I was guessing it's because it was late already.

As I opened the door, a wave of humid heat and the smell of cooked food hit my nostril

and it is immediately obvious this room is the kitchen. A large cooking fireplace takes up a corner of the room with a massive cauldron slowly boiling some type of chunky stew. Several tables and cupboards in the room contain a collection of spices, liquids, and all manner of chopped vegetables.

A middle-aged man wearing an apron over her head armor and a tall chef's hat turns to face me as I enter and raises his massive meat cleaver menacingly.

"Hello.” I greeted him unsurely. I wasn't scared of him he has a friendly face even though she looks so scary while holding the cleaver so I knew I was safe.

I wondered why he was still cooking by this time of the night when everyone was fast asleep.

"Come my dear and have a seat. “he said he saw how my large green eyes looked at the food and my mouth drool like I haven't eaten all day.

I followed his hand direction and took a seat by his side. He placed a large bowl of soup in front of me and I devour it like a starving animal. The soup was sweet and sour like how I was feeling, but truly delicious.

"Do you need more soup?" He asked as he watches me drink the bowl of soup greedily.

"No thank you,” I said with the remaining signing I had left but my stomach grumbled making the large man laugh at me. I wish the ground could open up and swallow me right now.

"Ok dear but don't be shy." He said handling me another large bowl of soup which I drink in five minutes.

I used my hands to wipe my mouth feeling a little bit self-conscious from his burning gaze.

"Can I help you cook?"

"I hardly allow people to cook for you or with me but I feel you need it." He said giving me another cleaver but not as big as the one he was holding.

"Thanks." I took t short knife and hit the huge meat imagining it to be my mate's face.

I wonder when I will see him again.

"So you know to the pack?. “the man asked breaking the silence.

"Yes, I came for a meeting,” I said in a nonchalant attitude.

"You mean the alpha's meeting. No offense but what will you be doing there. “he said and I could read the curiosity in his eyes.

"I am an alpha so I will be part of the meeting, this is my first time attending the meeting,” I said the truth.

"Wow, you are a female alpha that's so cool. Wait a minute are you Alpha Black the only female Alpha ever known, the one who killed thousands of rogues using magic at the age of twelve."

I nodded my head unsurely, yes I was alpha black but I didn't kill thousands of wolves with witchcraft.

His eyes went wide in horror and he pointed the large knife at me like I was some sort of dangerous animal. I raised my hands in the air to show him how harmless I was even though he was the one holding and pointing the knife at me. I could easily overpower him but I have to make a friend so in other to do that I had to look defenseless.

"Yes I'm alpha black but those rumors are all lies."

"If they are all lies how is it possible for a lady like yourself to be the alpha of a large pack again no offense."

" None taken ." I couldn't tell him about my power because come on, how can I trust someone pointing a knife at me and could kill me if I made any move so I could the best option, lying.

"I was the only child of my father, so I inherited the alpha position."

" Are you sure," he said raising his eyebrows suspiciously.

" Yes, very sure."

" Then why are they all planning to kill you saying you are the threat to the whole werewolf community for being a witch when you are completely harmless," he said I'm deep thoughts, I was sure he didn't know he said that out loud.

Fear, anger, and disappointment wash over me.

" Who wants to kill me, "I asked and watched as his eyes became wide and he dropped the knife on the table to leave.

" I said too much, please leave the kitchen when you are done."

" Please tell me, do I look harmful to you. Who are those trying to kill me".I begged, like a harmless defenseless human and I could see the wheels turning in his head at how helpless I looked. I would even pity myself right now if I were to be in his position.

"All the alpha's present in the meeting, that why the meeting was held today it was because of you, they all want your head on a silver platter before the end of the meeting." he finishes and left me standing alone in the kitchen.

What, They all wanted my head?.