Chapter 36: Chapter 36

I haven't recovered from the effect that his sudden appearance in my room brought. My body was vibrating. All through, while he was here, I was shivering but I made sure to hide it. Till now I was still amazed.

I couldn't sleep. I woke up very early in the morning and I kept on pacing in my room. I didn't know what to do. The demon alpha says he wants me. Does he find me so attractive or is it just how he uses his females. He's a demon and there's nothing he can't do. I wished Fillia to be here so I could ask her few things about her alpha. She might not give me full detailed but I know the few she would say would give me a clue on what man he really is.

It would be a lie if I say I wasn't captivated by his beauty. He looks like a Prince. Well no one knows where he really came from, I could just think he is the son of the moon goddess herself. If not he wouldn't be so handsome but the moon goddess is not evil. I couldn't sleep all through that night. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I thought of sending a message to Damion to tell him about the demon alpha but I felt it would be stupid to do so since Damion has met him before. I stood up very early in the morning and made sure to dress myself nicely. With the way the demon alpha is dressing, I wasn't surprised at the clothes I have again. He's such a fashion greek god. Fillia has once told me that their alpha loves beautiful things but I didn't believe but seeing him made me more than believe, I know she said the truth.

"I don't mind sacrificing my body, if it brings me freedom" I said to myself.

" It won't be bad having an alpha deep down" Storm said out of the blue.

I wondered where she went to hide when the demon alpha was here. I didn't even here a sigh from her.

"I'm just as shocked as you are, that it made me dumb" she replied me.

" This is not a joking time Storm. We are in real trouble here" I snapped.

" I'm not joking either" she snapped back.

Yes I want revenge but the first thing is freedom. As I was thinking about this, I saw Damion's message bird. I recognized it quickly since it's a very big bird. I whistled at it and it came directly to my window. Looking outside to see if anyone was looking but none was, I took the bird in and I collected the message.

"I need you as a spy in that pack. You can't leave" that's all he wrote.

It would be a blatant lie if I say his message didn't hurt me. He didn't even ask how I was faring after he ignored my message of meeting me at the border. There wasn't even pleasantries to show he cares for me. Now he wants to use me. He might be my alpha but at first he is and still my brother and the only family I have left.

I took my writing materials and write just one word. "Ok" and then send the bird back carefully.

I didn't know when tears begin to glow in my eyes. This isn't the Damion I know. The Damion I know wouldn't want to risk my life but now he's doing it. The Damion I know will always look out for my well-being.

"Does the alpha post change a man that he wouldn't have feelings for his family?" I asked myself.

" Don't be sad. You might not know what he is going through. Be happy you are here safe" Storm said softly.

Not even Alec sent me a message. I didn't want to blame them as Storm said because I don't know what they are passing through at home. I knew the demon alpha has blocked the main source of our pack's income but I know we would survive. I missed my family so much and I'll do anything to make sure it is not destroyed. I was ready to do anything Damion tells me. I'm ready to safe my pack. I know once I'm free and everything is back to normal, my brother will return to himself.

A flash of the demon alpha's eyes came to my mind and it scared me. It looked like he was seeing me. I knew if the demon Alpha knows about this, he's going to kill me straight way. I was feeling so guilty in my heart like I've did something so wrong.

"Helping my family isn't bad" I said to solace myself but my conscience still says guilty.

Out of guilt, I took my writing materials and wrote the demon alpha a letter. I pleaded with him to please let me have a walk through the garden. I even included that my hands can be tied but I just need the garden's freeh breeze. I didn't know where exactly the garden is but Fillia had told me that there is a beautiful garden in the pack house and it's one of the demon Alpha's favorite places. I'm not going to check it out because I want to see the alpha but I want to breathe in good air so I'll be able to think and clear my conscience.

The guards who I sent the message came so fast that I thought he ran to the demon alpha.

"Come with me ma'am" he said.