Chapter 39: Chapter 39

~ Ryan ~

As I came out of the kitchen I was Julianna who was sitting beside Noel while knotting his shoelace. I watched he for a while and found she was just so fucking gorgeous with the dress she was wearing. She’s just a simple woman. I walked towards her and gave the glass of apple juice to Noel. I smiled as I saw she was staring at me while biting her bottom lip. Fucking beautiful.

“Am I that handsome?” I teased her as I bent closer to her. She blushed and got up from the sofa. Fuck… She’s fucking beautiful. No one can tell that she’s a woman with poor family status if they saw her like this. Wearing a long floral frock without any makeup or any fake things she’s just simply an attractive woman. I grabbed her by her waist and kissed her exposed neck. Urghh. Why is her waist is so fucking slim? Urgh, This woman is making me go insane. I fucking like the way she wears clothes and I just simply like her everything. Anyways she’s mine. She’s my son’s mother so that means she’s mine.

After some time as we entered the hotel, everyone who was present there looked at us. Suddenly anger grew inside of me because of the way men looked at Julianna. How dare they look at my woman? I saw the shocked expression on their faces and the way all the men looked at her hungrily. Their eyes traveled through Julianna’s exposed leg and her upper body. Fucking bastards. I tightened the grip of my hand that I had around Julianna’s waist and I pulled her to me and kissed her forehead because I wanted to let those men know that she’s mine and she’s Ryan Winston’s woman. After what I did they all looked at me with guilty-filled faces and looked away. I smirked because dogs should know their places.

“Why did I see all the men were looking at you? I don’t like that feeling” As we entered the elevator I spoke because I was just upset. Urgh, how many men looked at her like that in the past? Shit.

“Yeah, mommy. They were looking at you. I also don’t like it” Damn… did he also notice it? I’ll fucking dig their eyes out if they look again. I told it to Julianna as she sighed and wrapped her hand around my arm.

“Be kind and help people. Don’t treat them as if they were useless. Every man has their difficulties, Ryan. Understand it. The way you spoke to that old man is really bad. He’s older than you and you should learn to respect him even if he’s a waiter of this hotel while you’re the owner. Don’t be rude” My heartbeat ridiculously increased because of her words.

Is there any woman like her in this whole damn world? She’s just so fucking kind and thinks about other people and help. Why is this woman so innocent? Her damn innocence can make her lose everything as it happened four years ago. She’s telling me to be kind. Does she even have any idea what will happen if I am kind and help people? She still doesn’t know how cruel the world could be. So fucking ignorant like a child. Do I deserve a woman like her? When it comes to things that I did in the past… Urghh… Fuck. I don’t even want to think about those things. I should just protect her.

“Ryan.. come” I came back to my senses as I heard her voice. I saw the smile she had on her face and I suddenly remembered Noah. My heart tightened as I remembered his smile on that day. Fuck… I forced myself to forget those things as I walked towards her and kissed her forehead. I watched Julianna’s expression as I asked what she wanted to eat. Her facial expression changed into an extremely sad one as she said she wanted to eat spicy food but she hid it very well. Maybe Noah’s favorite food.

“Julianna” I looked at the waitress who just called Julianna.

“Juli.. I.. I searched for you everywhere”. As soon as Julianna saw her she stood up from the chair and hugged her. What the hell? Maybe a friend. With that, I ordered food without paying attention to their conversation. After I was done ordering food I looked at Julianna who had a worried look on her face.

“Juli do you know there’s a bastard called Chris Winston? He has a handsome face but an asshole. I lost my job because of that perverted jerk. Rich playboy. I’ll make him eat soil for what he did” Suddenly I heard Chris’s name and I looked at the woman who was blaming Chris. What the fuck? Is there any woman who curses Chris like this?

“Do I look like a whore that he sleeps with? Eww... Dumb gigolo. Winston's men think that they can have everything because of money. Idiots” Fuck.. it’s her. So Chris told me that day about her? I looked at her and found she had every feature that Chris told me. Long brown hair and hazel eyes. I hold my laughter back because she’s just simply insulting Chris Winston in the public. Then my eyes fell on Julianna who had a nervous look on her face. Of course, she should be nervous because her friend is offending Winston's family. I watched Julianna’s gorgeous face while tapping on the table and she slowly looked at me and let out a forced smile as I raised my brows.

After her friend left she sat down in front of me and I knew she didn’t want me to tell Chris about her friend. I smirked at Julianna as she looked at me.

“Ryan. What do you want?” I felt happy inside of me because she guessed correctly. I wanted something from her and I’m going to get it tonight. I looked at her breasts and a pleasant feeling ran through my body as I remembered how soft they are. Fuck.

“You’re intelligent Julianna. Let me do it and I won’t tell Chris” I smiled as I saw the expression on her face.

“Ryan… Why don’t you find someone if you want that?” She asked me while looking at me with a strange expression. Does she want me to find another woman to sleep with?

“It disgusts me and my body only wants you” I spoke honestly because after I slept with her I wanted to have sex but every time I see a women’s body it disgusts me. I didn’t even want to lay a finger on any other woman other than Julianna. I even searched for her but gained nothing. I was her first man and she was my first woman too.

“Yes, you’re the only woman” I watched her face for a while and spoke because I could guess what she was thinking. She looked at me with a shocked face and bit her bottom lip with a shy expression. I smiled because she’s just so fucking cute.

……..

“Daddy take me to play?” Noel raised his hands and asked me while smiling at me with his big bright eyes. Urghh. This boy is so fucking cute.

“Let’s go” I picked him up and kissed his forehead as I looked at Julianna.

“I’ll go to the washroom and come Ryan. You take him there” Julianna kissed my cheek and Noel’s cheek with a smile and I nodded but I didn’t want to leave her alone here. I sighed and took Noel into the play area and waited for a few minutes as I watched him play.

“I’ll take mommy and come don’t go anywhere just stay here and play” I spoke to Noel as he waved at me while showing his teeth. I smiled and left the play area as I walked towards the washroom Julianna went.

“You better stay the fuck away from him.” I heard a voice and I clenched my jaws as I recognized that voice. What the fuck is she doing here. A furious feeling ran through my body because of what I heard. She’s speaking to Julianna. Fucking bitch.

“No. Why do I have to leave my man? And he’s my son’s father so you’re telling me to leave him? There’s no way that I’m going to leave my man” Fuck.. Julianna… My heartbeat went fucking crazy as I heard what she said. Fuck.. She said that I’m her man. There are no words in this word to describe the happiness inside of me. Of course, she was correct. I'm her man. Finally, she accepted it even if it was not in front of me.