Chapter 47: Chapter 47

Sid Pov

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Ahana was only looking at me and had tears in her eyes, she held my hand tightly but I released my hand and curled my eyes down.

"But I'm sorry whatever happened after that was all a lie" I said.

I looked at her, she was looking at me shockingly and the anger was clearly visible in her eyes.

"Please tell me that what you just said is a lie... Those moments we spent together in your house were all true... That little revenge was all true.. please say you weren't pretending.. please" she pleads and holds my hand. I rolled my eyes down...

"I am sorry But I don't want to tell any lies to you now.. I just want to tell you the whole truth" I muttered. She slapped me. My whole jaw was shaken after all she is my lioness. I just kept my eyes down. He grabbed my collar.

"Look at me," she frowned.

I rolled my eyes at her face. After a while we were both looking into each other's eyes but I was looking at her with love and she was looking at me with hatred.

"Please tell me that you are lying.. my first kiss.. my first love. I was so close to someone for the first time. For the first time, I believed in someone more than myself. For the first time, I was happy with someone. For the first time, someone kissed my forehead with love. Please tell me it was not all a pretence." she stammered and left my collar while crying. I wiped her tears with love.

"All I can say is I really love you Ahana and It's true. I can do anything for you but now I can't tell any lies to you. Before you came to my house, Sahil had sent me the details of the next mission and that detail was accompanied by your photo. You were like a link between village and city. He said that if you transfer all the goods and you are also involved with those people who want to harm my country then from that moment I hated you thinking that you are also a terrorist and against my country. Remember when you came home after that we met. That time when I saw you my mind was saying that I hate you but my heart was telling me that this is the same girl I have come to think about for a whole year. If there was a common man, maybe the heart would have won. But I am an army man for whom country has always been the first priority. That's why that day the mind won over the heart." i closed my eyes and took a deep breath to calm myself so that i can tell her whole truth and then open my eyes to look at her

"Every moment we spent together in my house was a hoax and that kiss was also pretence.. That day when you slapped me, I was not inclined to kiss you, I wanted to fix the tracker in your locket but you opened your eyes and then to distract you, I kissed you and fixed a tracker in your locket." I confessed, bowing my head down and had tears in my eyes. I didn't have the courage to look at her eyes.

"Then remembering: When you were sleeping near Arzoo and I lay down near her as I had to check if the tracker was damaged because I poured water on you. That moment was also a pretence. And there was no plan to put your clothes in that mud water, actually I was searching your room but suddenly you were coming towards the room and even if I kept the clothes back, you would have suspected that someone had come to your room, so I deliberately dumped your clothes in the mud and" I fell silent while speaking and looked at Ahana who was standing as a statue. There was no emotion on her face.

"And?" she asked.

"And I got you kidnapped that day but I didn't know that those two boys would misbehave with you. When the tracker gave the wrong location, Sahil and I got suspicious. That's why we had reached there and our suspicion was right. That's why I killed both of the bastards. That day itself I realized that even a silly injury caused to you can make me torment with pain. I was attracted to you long ago but kept neglecting my feelings but then realized that I feel a lot for you, can't explain that in words.. you sat silent that day. It was like a punishment for me. Punishment that was making me realize every second what a big mistake I made that I asked those two bastards to bring you and then that confession of yours.. that day the person on whom you shot was my man. I told him to stand there wearing a bullet proof jacket and then that story that our lives are in danger, that was all a lie so that you ask me to come with you to the village.. everything.. Everything was my plan." I said while looking at Ahana who was staring at me emotionlessly as if there was no life left in her. I can't see her like this in such pain.

"I know, I have hurt you a lot but I was compelled. When I came here, I came to know that those people were going to blast bombs at many places in my country... Millions of people's lives were at danger. You tell me what I would do.. We tried a lot to come here but every attempt failed then only you were a means that could have brought me to this village.. Sometimes I used to think you were innocent and sometimes it felt like you were also involved with these terrorists but with time my heart began winning over my mind.. I started living every moment I spent with you. I had also said from my heart that I want to move on and that sour and sweet fight that happened with you was all true. The dance we did that day was true.. After Ahana's death, I only smiled with you, it was true. Yes, I wrote the letter that Zoya gave, not Anokhi but every word written in that letter is true.. you are really the angel of my life Ahana... my Angel.. my lifeline.. my lioness.. my everything.." Whatever things were in my mind, I had told her today and laid my life before her like an open book. she was just gazing at me.

I was about to hold her hand but she moved back, there was no emotion on her face.

"Ahana" I called her name but she didn't give any response. She went to the side and sat down without saying anything. There was no reaction on her face. I didn't understand what to say to her. I was just looking at her.

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Time was passing but since I confessed everything in front of Ahana, she stopped talking to me. Earlier she used to get angry with me but now she was not angry with me nor she loved me.. I could not understand what was going on in her mind. I tried to talk to her many times but she used to ignore me even after listening to me or else would reply to my words in such a way that I did not have anything to say further..

I had just asked her to eat food but she did not respond to my words and slept facing the other side. As time was passing by, this silence of hers was choking me. I can't tolerate her silence and maybe she knew that this is the worst punishment for me.

I don't know what to say: But to me this silence of Ahana sounds like a sign of a coming storm.

All I know is that I don't want to lose her at any cost. I was lost in my thoughts when Sahil came to me. He looked at me first and then Ahana.

"What happened"

"Those people have come to know about the location of Ahana" he said, panting heavily..

"what?" I asked shockingly..

"Yes"

"Was talking about the coming storm and the hurricane has come" I said looking at Ahana.. Don't know what the writer plans for us...

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