Chapter 45: Chapter 45

Ahana Pov

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After a while I regained my senses. I opened my eyes and looked around me. My eyes went to Sid who was lying next to me and was just staring at me. His eyes had turned completely red. Maybe he hadn't slept for a long time. He lovingly placed his hand on my cheeks but I angrily removed his hand. He just smiled at me.

"You know what I love the most about you?" he asked. I didn't answer his question and was just looking at him. He removed the lock of the stray hair behind my ear.

"You control your emotions and fight for yourself, that's what I think is your best habit. you remember how we used to fight. This habit of yours attracted me to you." he said. a tear rolled down from my eyes.

"Aren't you tired? How long will you keep pretending to love? What do you want from me now? You have snatched everything from me." I scowled looking into his eyes. There were tears in his eyes too.

"I can't see you like this Ahana.. Please don't cry.. I Know, I have broken your trust but please give me a chance. believe me i love you" he said. I quickly got up and he also sat next to me.

"I love you Ahana.. I agree I had pretended to love you but I myself don't know when I really started loving you"

"stop it.. Now even if you use this love word in front of me, I am sure I will kill you." I yelled angrily.

"You can't.. You can't hurt me even if you want to.. because you love me a lot.. A lot.."

"You're right.. I love you a lot, So much that you cheated me and yet instead of taking your life, I am talking to you. It's true, I can't hurt you but I can kill myself. when you are using this word love again and again, it is like someone is repeatedly stabbing my heart with a knife. So please, If you feel anything for me, don't use this love word again in front of me" i said wiping my tears.

"It will take time to win your heart back, but I promise I will prove that I love you. and yes I will not use that word again. Because not anything, I feel a lot and special for you." he said. I opened my mouth to say something but then closed it, not finding any words to say.

"You must be hungry. I brought coconut for you." he said. I didn't respond to him, just turned my face to the other side. He moved a coconut in front of my face. I looked at him angrily and then threw the coconut towards the outside, only then I heard the sound of someone shouting..

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"Aah"

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"Whose voice was it?" I stammered and looked at Sid.

"Did you break someone's head with coconut?"

"what?" I shouted

"Wow, till now you all had a least target that you even committed one blood." he said in a tensed tone.

"Blood? No I didn't kill anyone.. It's all because of you. You bother me all the time.. I was angry with you, that's why I threw that coconut. I didn't do it intentionally.. I didn't kill anyone.. Whatever happened was an accident." I said while my voice almost shook because of fear and tears welled up in my eyes.

"Did I kill someone?" I asked. Sid started laughing loudly as soon as I asked my question. At first, I looked at him confusingly but then it didn't take me long to understand that he was just joking and was making fun of me. I angrily started hitting his chest with both my hands but then I felt immense pain on my chest because of the injury.

"Aah"

"Ahana" he called me and held my hand. He was agitated by my scream. Care for me was clearly visible in his eyes but then I remembered it was all a hoax.

"What happened? It hurts a lot?" he asked. I freed my hand from him in anger.

"stop acting like you care about me"

"I am not doing any acting.. I really care about you Ahana. Believe it or not but the reality is you are my lifeline" he said. I don't know why but still I felt true to what he said. the way he looks at me I feel like he adores me. The way he cares about me it feels like his life depends on me. I diverted my eyes away from him. That's when we heard a familiar voice.

"Who threw this coconut?" We both looked towards the entrance. Sahil was standing there with one hand on his head and with the other hand he was holding a coconut. He was looking at both of us angrily. I grabbed Sid's hand tightly in fear. He looked at me first and then towards his hand which I was holding, a smile came on his face and seeing his smile, a smile came on my face. He looked at me again. I looked at him with pleading eyes to save me from Sahil's wrath. He looked towards Sahil.

"I saw you outside, that's why I threw a coconut outside to irritate you “he said casually. I looked at him shockingly. How can someone say such a thing to someone so normally. I looked at Sahil who was looking at him angrily.

"I will definitely take revenge for this from you," Sahil shouted angrily. He shrugged off and looked at me smiling.

"Pass the coconut please," he said. Sahil angrily threw the coconut towards him but he catches it.

"Take revenge but Right now, I am busy with my lifeline. please don't disturb us" he said to sahil looking at me. I could not understand whether I should laugh or be shocked at such behaviour of Sid. I looked at Sahil who passed me an angry look and went away.

I looked at Sid who was looking at me.

"don't look at me like that"

"like what?" he asked

"like this"

"I don't understand like what?"

"Don't look at me with Lo--love" I said annoyingly.

"You mean you believe that I love you?" he asked another question. I looked at him angrily. He laughed at my reaction and passed me a coconut.

Seeing the coconut, I remembered whatever happened a while back and a smile came on my face. I was about to take the coconut from his hand but he withdrew his hand back. I looked at him confusingly.

He took out the knife from his pocket and started pricking the coconut and then after that he extended the coconut towards me. I took the coconut without saying anything. I was really hungry. I quickly drank coconut water and tried to take out the cream from it but Sid took the coconut from my hand and then after cutting the coconut more and taking out the cream himself, he took cream in his hand and extended it towards me. I extended my hand to take cream but he hit my hand with the other hand.

"Eat from my hand please" he said. I was about to get into an argument but before I could say anything, he put the cream in my mouth. Then I didn't say anything and silently started eating cream from her hand. He was just looking at me while eating. I was ignoring eye contact because the more I was looking at him, the more my love for him was increasing. I can't hate him even if I wanted to.

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I knew he was doing drama and this time I will not let my emotions control me. I love him but not more than myself.

"Do as much drama as you can very soon I'll be away from you forever and never see your face again" I frowned. I don't know when his calmness turned into anger. He grabbed me by the elbow and pulled me towards him. I bump into his chest... My heart was pounding loudly because of his closeness. I looked at him, he was looking at me angrily.

"Don't even dare to do or say something like this.. you are only mine and I will never let you go away from myself.. Got it?" he yelled. I could not understand how I should answer his words.. He buried his face in my neck. I could feel his breath on my neck and shiver run through my vines. He started giving wet kisses on my necks. I closed my eyes and couldn't help myself not moaning his name.

"Sid" I moaned loudly when he gave me a love bite on my shoulder. He gently licked over there and then started kissing my throat. my grip on his hair tightened with his every torchers which was giving me immense pleasure.

"Ahana" he called my name. I opened my eyes and looked at me. He smirked and tightened his grip on my waist. We both were looking into each other's eyes.

"This is your reaction to my touch.

Do you still think you can get away from me?" he asked. my cheeks turn red because of his statement. He is right, his one touch can make me wet... I closed my eyes because of anger.

why I loved him. I detached myself from him and went away and sat down near the wall. I hid my face in my knees and started crying. I didn't understand what to do... right now i just wanted to cry.. cry as much as i can..

"Ahana" he called my name but I didn't respond.

"Look at me... please.. I promise I won't come close to you till you want" he said. I raised my head and looked at him. His eyes were moist seeing me crying. I rolled my eyes down. He came and sat beside me and lovingly wiped my tears.

"I wish you knew what you mean to me, but at this time you neither want to understand me nor do you want to hear anything from me. Well, you are not wrong but I promise I will win your heart, my lifeline" he said. Tears welled up in my eyes again.

"Not this time Sid. Not this time. I will not fall in this trap of yours. No matter how hard you try but now you will never be able to win my heart. I hate you.'' He didn't say anything and kissed my forehead. I felt a strange pain in his eyes maybe because of my words but he didn't say anything and went outside.

I closed my eyes and was reminding myself again and again that he was a deceiver and telling myself-

"Not to trust him"